23 Jul 08
If Death is Painful, Dying is Hell
It just blows my mind what far reaches we’ll go to, to distract ourselves from coping with the slow painful death of people you love.
It seems like the lack of control that we have with the death of others manifests in exerting control in other ways.
I feel like I’m seeking distraction rather than dealing with the situation.
Or … anything for that matter.
Today my friend read my personality profile to me … ENFP.
When the strong points were said I beamed, the tough spots however, hit home.
I’ve got some serious work to do, and holding myself hostage to things I can’t control and not doing everything I can to honor the sacrifices that were made to make me who I am is downright selfish.